2/22/19 - Stress KILLS when the body is DONE!
Explant Scheduled 3/11/19
Symptoms: better AM energy, humming deep inner ears, intense PAIN (shooting), fatigue PM
Everybody lives in varying states of stress throughout their lives and people like me, the WORRIERS, tend to create even more internal stress than necessary. Well, another blessing of this illness is my learning how the body 'systemically' reacts to STRESS! Now that my body has become hypersensitive to EVERYTHING, I can now actually FEEL what happens WITHIN the body when we become stressed, and, truthfully, it's a very unpleasant place to 'BE'. Most people (myself included before this illness) are putting their bodies through stress without even realizing it, especially in this high paced world we live in. But healthier bodies, those that aren't malfunctioning systemically like mine, can work through the stress and maintain life. Once the systems that are responsible for handling stress have been so depleted over time (after spending 28 years fighting TOXIC boobs!), they begin to FAIL and can no longer sustain stress-fighting capabilities. When I hear the HUM now. when I feel the ANGST inside every cell in my body, it's like I can actually feel my body saying "Enough is ENOUGH, I am DONE...and if you don't save me from this POISON, you're DONE too!"
"Don't try to force anything. Let life be a deep let-go. God opens millions of flowers every day without forcing their buds." ~ Osho